i wish i was free of this

listening to :
It's All Over by Three Days Grace

i see him in my dreams
wish that he wasn't there
but he still haunts me and i
still feel his breath on me
still want to taste his skin
but i know that would kill me
no damn him still i choke on his lies
still reeling from his last caress his last goodbye
oh how this sickens me
this wretched fools affair
i cant erase this from me
and now it permeates
and every thought i feel
the anger writhes in my soul

xoxo