I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

It's not the days in your life you'll remember, it's the memories.

Listening to :
Halfway Gone by Lifehouse







From tomorrow onwards..
Im gonna live my life the way i am (however or whatever it is), with the ones that matters, all while i can.



The right way.
I am done over with shit.





xoxo

Monday, June 28, 2010

KLue Urbanscapes 2010

Listening to :
1973 by James Blunt




26th June 2010

Urbanscapes! Worked for 16 hours, but it was all worth while.
The very minute i reached KLPac, i spent money like water on just 3 stalls; that is, before reinforcements came by :P







photo taken by Joyce.
(yesh, i was wearing bunny ears xD it's Joyce's btw.)



em' goodies :)
(The purple stripe and cardi wasnt bought at Urbanscapes. It was bought at pyramid the next day.)



clockwise -
1, Chin Yew signing. 2, with Joyce. 3, with U-Jean(left) and Jared(right). 4, Junk section.



Chin Yew!



Few of the many sweet stuff i got.



Urbanscapes postcards.



Chin Yew's books.



Mom bought the cardigan, Azree bought the purple stripe :) thanksyou



loving this :)



Oh, the best for last ;)




xoxo

Friday, June 25, 2010

Broken trust and broken hearts








I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

[Chorus]
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

[Chorus]
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did





xoxo

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Tell me the things you've never told a soul

Listening to :
True Romance by She Wants Revenge






I know that you never loved me;
I know that you never cared at all,
No my love we can't be friends,
In fact I liked you much better
When you'd just pretend.




xoxo

Monday, June 7, 2010

I have found the one

Listening to :
You're All I Have by Snow Patrol




1965 Mustang Fastback GT



in Raven Black (;





Mustand Fastback with 'A' code 289 V8 Engine


Options Inculde:

-Dual Exhaust
-Power Steering

-4 Speed Transmission
-289 V8 with 4 Barrel carb
- Front Disk Brakes
-Center console
-Working FoMoCo Pushbutton AM Radio
-Style Steel Wheels with Red Centercaps
-235 60/14 BF Goodrich Radial TA Tires
-2+2 Fold Down Rear Seat with Trap Door into Trunk







I could feel my heart jump like a mad horse!






Isnt she a beauty?
My love, wait for me. We'll be together someday.
I promise you (;




xoxo

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Money, money, money.

..it's so funny, in a rich men's world.







Sighs. I cant wait till i get my pay, seriously.
And get some extra cash after selling off my dslr and guitar as well. Geez, its heart breaking selling off my classical, but yes, it feels less heart breaking compare to the time when i sold my fender years ago. Sighs.



When i get money, i will..

- Pay off all my debts. Dont worry guys, imma pay you back.
- Get a friggin hard disk. My downloads is constantly going on everyday and every bit of space in my laptop is being used, there's really none left.
- Omg, converse! Did you see the new purple converse? Must have.
- Hair straightener. My fringe is .___.
- Heels, Shoes, Bags! Wtf.


There are so many things i need want, i gotta get. Another new headsets.
And yes, i owe money to my family as well. Meh.


Besides having money thoughts, ive been cleaning my room too. Im hoping it makes a difference, tho it looks quite the same, except less messier. And im giving away few of my soft toys too, *sniff*.



On an entirely different note, i love my job. Pretty hectic at some point, but fun. Im getting the hang of it (;




xoxo

Saturday, June 5, 2010

The tears coming down, making lines on my face. One for each year, now that you've been away.









Cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And i breathe you into my heart and wish for the strength to stand today

Cause i love you whether it's wrong or right

And though i cant be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side




It's your 3rd passing year today, Sean.
I love you.




xoxo

Friday, June 4, 2010

Italianese, Redbox & Prince of Persia!

Listening to :
Feel Good Inc. by Gorillaz




3rd June, 2010

This was some gathering, or sort. So anyway, we had lunch at Italianese, The Gardens.




Connie & Stephiiekins







Steph & Kin Lim




After our very late lunch, we decided to head to Redbox.












Raymond











Weng Kit









top; Au Yong
bottom left - right; Raymond & Weng Kit




Kin Lim!



Despite being tortured listening to them singing 'Baby' by Justin Bieber - I had a nice time!
I left early tho, cause i had another plan to attend.
With these two :D



Danial & Marcus



We watched Prince of Persia! The movie's not bad ill say.
And not forgetting, Marcus made my day! but im not allowed to say how D: Boo.




xoxo