I'll wait, for how ever long it takes..

Listening to :
Snake Devil by Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Even if my body breaks, even if my heart is torn,
The promise to protect you,
that promise will eternally be the same.
Nothing can stop me from loving you.


The reason why I breathe is you,
The reason why I sing is you,
The reason why I live on is you,
Years will come and years will go.


Nothing can stop me from loving you.
The reason why I run is you,
The reason why I dance is you,
The reason why I live on is you.

xoxo

I want to stop breathing..

Listening to :
CrushCrushCrush by Paramore

Tears of fear streaming
Words of sorrow screaming
Emotions live on killing
What's the point in believing?

Life has no meaning
Dreams are only teasing
I cant take all the deceiving
I want to stop breathing

There's no point in living
I start crying
I try praying
Again, nobody's listening

Now im looking
For a way out of thinking
Please stop me from breathing
Im no longer believing

Im remembering
How no one was listening
Tear of fear and sorrow streaming
Emotions screaming
Words and thought killing
What's the point in believing?


I want to stop breathing

written by K.D. Darling
xoxo

And when im hurting..

Listening to :
Turn It Off by Paramore

It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.


It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.
It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.
It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.


If only you'd really look at me and see who I am.
If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away.
If only you'd hold me, without asking why.
If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.


But it's the easy roads that are most often taken.
And so I hurt alone.

written by Jo A. Witt

xoxo

Take me away, to a sweet escape..

Listening to :
Endless Sacrifice by Dream Theater

i said im fine, but really, im not.
i wish i could fly away - just like a butterfly..

xoxo

My sweet 666

Listening to :
Tik Tok by KE$HA

people are saying that my drawing is scary. is it really? D:
i think its pretty comforting looking at those faces, but i do think my ugly face is scary. wtf, aha.

xoxo

Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back.

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, Im out the door - Im gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back
Im talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy


[CHORUS]
Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh


Aint got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Aint got no money in my pocket, but Im already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
Im talking about - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us -


Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh


DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You gotta that sound
Yea, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Get your hands up
Put your hands up
No, the party dont stop until I walk in

xoxo

Computer Graphics

Listening to :

Wonderwall by Oasis

these are the assignments ive done for now..



Illustrator

Hayley Williams :)



Photoshop

i like this the best :)

what do you think?

xoxo

Happy Birthday Mumzy!

Listening to :

One Real Thing by Skillet

pretty pretty mom :)






♥

xoxo

Unspoken

Listening to :
Decode by Paramore

it took me a long while to accept that we're through. how did i lose you?

xoxo

And i miss you, too.

Listening to :
La Tortura (Shaketon Remix) by Shakira

♥

xoxo