I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

they say im insane...

avenged sevenfold Pictures, Images and Photos

i say they're right.


Monday, February 9, 2009

thanks sweetie ♥

Viv, thanks a bunch for this uberly sweet post. it was definitely a surprise, and i love it!

Happy 17th Birthday, sweetie!
One more year til you're legal!
Not that legality has ever stopped you from getting what you want. :)
I haven't known you for that long, but you've been a better friend than I could ever expect from friends that I've known for years.
I've always known that I could count on you for anything, and that you'd never judge me no matter how ridiculous and embarrassing all the incidents I get into.
Like, for example, that time I called you panicking. x_x

What makes you special is that you've got this thoughfulness about you, you always put others before yourself and you've got a strong will.
You've just got something about you that makes people love you immediately, especially your randomosity and love for the colour purple (hence, this whole post being in purple just for you) and your individuality, and gravitate towards you.

I just want you to know that, I'll always remember the good times, all the talks, the secrets and hopes we both have and shared. You've taught me so much about loosening up and not being so judgemental just by being open with me and trusting me. You've been a big sister figure without even knowing it, I've never had one of those before.
All those little gestures mean the world to me. And I'll always have your back, even if everyone else gives you hell for your decisions.

Good luck for your exams, babe. I know you've been working really hard for it, you totally deserve getting into Taylors. I hope you get back into ice skating/dancing, cause I know that passion drives you to great heights. You shouldn't ever stop doing the things that give you breath, no matter what obstacles in your way. I know you've got it in you to be the best you want to be.

Through it all, you've become one of the only people I trust without a doubt.

I love you. Make this day a great one, even if it didn't turn out the way you wanted.


psst.. im not interested in Taylors anymore =p im planning on IACT. hahha
i love you babe. and i missh you terribly.


Sunday, February 8, 2009

you'll always be my sunshine

Happy 20th Birthday, Mack.
i missh you. really really miss you.
i tried facebook too, but it was stupid of me to do so.
i wish you could reply.
i really wish you could.
having a fren like you means the world to me.
you're finally 20, and you'll always be in my heart.
it doesnt suck that we both have the same birthdays
in fact, its great.
its another thing to remember you by.
every little thing there is, reminds me of you.
i love you.


Friday, February 6, 2009

Thursday, February 5, 2009

the party is..


so please do not come by to Hartamas Square.
im truly sorry, but i felt like i had to.
sorryy for wasting your time and everything.
have a fun weekend everyone.