I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

Monday, March 30, 2009


Dashboard Confessional

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So, mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing,
I am captivated, I am

I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me
So isolated, and so motivated
I am certain now that I am


So turn up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment fall forever

Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'll be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away


Slight hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...


Saturday, March 28, 2009

I'd like to close my eyes, and go numb.

listening to :
The Warmth by Incubus

thank you Vivian, for sharing this site with me.

it absolutely did, made me feel better bout some things. and again, it made me laugh out loud like a ridiculous lunatic, such as i havent laugh that much in such a long time.

is now one of my favourite site.


Earth Hour

are you in support of Earth Hour?


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

this is fucking funny


happy birthday!

listening to :
I Wish You Were Here by Incubus

22st march 2009

my dearest uncle took me to KL for dim sum in the morning, a small breakfast celebration for my aunty's 42th birthday :)

callie was right, this mini burger was super yummy xD

happy birthday aunty sharon! :)

one happy family... hmm, bryan's missing, so i took over his place for a day =p

soon after, we left for pavilion. it was my first time in pavilion, i think. or was it my second? hmm. anyways, my aunt bought a Guess handbag for 3k ><

got back, and went yam cha with Callie at SunwayMas.

* i have deleted the rest of this post, pictures in particular. due to some disagreement of the pictures ive uploaded. hope people are happy bout it now *


my last night out, for now...

listening to :
Love Hurts by Incubus

20th march 2009

went for my first O Level exam in the morning.
malay oral speaking went well, i guess i did okay. after that...

collected my cheque from Daniel in SunwayMas.

after lunch, applied for my Maybank card. such a relieve, cause now i can deactivate my RHB bank account :)

my bestie Mika, her birthday is right at the corner, so i sent her a card all the way from here to hawaii..

later that night, met up with MinErn. we've not seen each other for bout 4 years! (oh my...) it was great catching up with him :) went to MJ cafe for drinks. Donovon was there, too. anyhoo.. i had a good time.

i was damn tired, so ignore my face.

L-R : Ian, myself, Donovon & MinErn

MinErn's leaving for Wisconsin soon ='(


stars brighten my gloomy days

listening to :
Voodoo Child by Jimy Hendrix

my holiday was nothing less boring.
stoned most of the time and well, yah, stoned. haha

i miss bright stars shining upon the sky.

so now i have my own version of stars in my room, lol.


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

grandma's birthday

listening to :
The Fear by Lily Allen

7th march 2009


jason mraz

listening to :
Down With The Sickness

4th march 2009

sadly, i didnt go for his concert that day. i decided to stay home and study =O

heard the concert was damn hot.


3 darlings of mine ;)

listening to :
Inside The Fire by Disturbed

26th february 2009

my early morning with these two cuties :)

my afternoon with stephiiekins

like the lighter? i bought that for stephiiekins' christmas pressie.


me love animals

listening to :
Psycho by Infected Mushroom

21st february 2009

this kitten here was the cutest among all...
guess why? :)