my holidays are depressing..

listening to :
A Thousand Miles By David Archuleta

ill say it again - my holidays are really depressing.


not that i dont appreciate hanging out, watching movies, and shopping or chill out with my frens and family - i do. but i dont think i can keep up with the same routine till this month runs end. btw, its either the same routine or im stuck at home rotting, and doing dunno what to harm myself.


my mom finally gave me a lil more freedom, this time. i can go out more often.. sure, but there's always conditions and rules! hmmm.
im glad tho.. cause its something, than nothing right?


however..
i wish i have the $$$.. i really wanna travel. be it - anywhere. cant think of a specific location at the moment.
sighs.. no harm in dreaming..


my darling cousins! hurry up and come home! i miss you! and this time, im making sure we're spending more time. hee.

countdown to college : 21 days
xoxo