Listening to :
Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy
You, were everything to me. You, gave me the thrills i always needed. You made me feel alive, and you were the best thing i never asked for, but you had to leave me. I hate the fact that i love you so much it hurts, for every time we've spent - everything, it all reminds me of you. How am i supposed to move on when you gave so much to remember? How am i supposed to let you go when youre all i ever wanted to hold on to. You were every other part of me, and ill never forget that day. I never had the chance to say i love you, i never had the chance to say goodbye. The day you died, i lost my soul.
You, were almost perfect. You helped me through all the rough patches, and with your sweet words and comfort, i was fine. I miss the music you remind me of, i miss your ability to make me laugh, i miss the fact that i was strong for you. You were the reason i lived. And right now, youre no longer the person i loved. Im sorry, i didnt mean to ruin anything, i just want the good times back. You, knew me better than anyone else, and somehow youre not the same anymore. I miss you.
You were the reason i smiled again, you were the reason i love. I love you, for always fighting for me, for us. I never thought that, this time, you'd have given up on me. You said i was your better half, you said i make you happy, but why did you have to hurt me? Im sorry, for always pushing you away, for being a heartless soul. But ill always love you, now and till the end. I'd have married you, i thought i could. You meant more to me than any one ive ever loved at all.
You, were almost perfect. You helped me through all the rough patches, and with your sweet words and comfort, i was fine. I miss the music you remind me of, i miss your ability to make me laugh, i miss the fact that i was strong for you. You were the reason i lived. And right now, youre no longer the person i loved. Im sorry, i didnt mean to ruin anything, i just want the good times back. You, knew me better than anyone else, and somehow youre not the same anymore. I miss you.
You were the reason i smiled again, you were the reason i love. I love you, for always fighting for me, for us. I never thought that, this time, you'd have given up on me. You said i was your better half, you said i make you happy, but why did you have to hurt me? Im sorry, for always pushing you away, for being a heartless soul. But ill always love you, now and till the end. I'd have married you, i thought i could. You meant more to me than any one ive ever loved at all.
You, are such insensitive fools. You said youll never leave me, but who do you think i was, new?
Oh, wait, i was the fool.
xoxo