You are so much more than my lonely heart ever believed it deserved

Listening to :
Why Can't I by Liz Phair

ive been really busy lately, and i dont seem to have time to blog nowadays.
but i will soon, i hope.





my first 3D movie! loved it.




upcoming posts on ;




Hot Air Balloon Festival!
fireworks were simply amazing. great mates, good times.




also, not to mention..

* Connie Wong's wedding day
* grandma's birthday
*Harison's 21st birthday

xoxo

When we were one..

Listening to :
Misguided Ghosts by Paramore

hello friend, ive missed you.
im sorry, for ive given up on you.
ill miss you terribly..
you were and always will be my first love.

xoxo

Time has made us strangers and i dont know you anymore.

Listening to:
Song For Sophie by Aura Dione

This is a song for a girl called Sophie
used to write her name on my arm.
Time has made us strangers
and I don't know her anymore.

But I really hope she's made it
that someone took her home.
She was lost but wasn't missing
she would always walk alone.

She was always like a feather, in the air
I never knew if she was flying or falling
she was always like a feather, in my life.
I hope she flies,
I hope she flies,
I hope she flies,
I hope she flies.

Because of her, I looks things that last:
I have a chain -where's your arm?
A promise can be broken,
I won't hunt you anymore
no, no, no

But I really hope she's made it
that someone took her home.
She was lost but wasn't missing
she would always walk alone.

She was always like a feather, in the air
I never knew if she was flying or falling
she was always like a feather, in my life.
I hope she flies ..

She.. La-la-la-la-la-la-la.

I hope she flies. (x4)

She.. La-la-la-la-la-la-la. (x4)

I hope she flies.

She was always like a feather, in the air
I never knew if she was flying or falling
she was always like a feather, in my life.
I hope she flies. (x5)

She.. La-la-la-la-la-la-la.

xoxo

Each piece of me dies, and only you can give the breath of life.

Listening to :

Autumns Monologue by From Autumn to Ashes

im gonna have this tattoo-ed on my spine (;
*fyi, border's not included*

like this :)

xoxo

I'll never be the same

Listening to :
Clean Hands by Aura Dione

Take my hand
Reachin' to my soul.
Have you ever found
Anything so pure before?

I touched your hand
You lost control.
Do you really want me to
Break down and cry?

She was just a little girl
She didn't know how to say "stop"
She was just a little girl
Please raise your hand when you had enough
She was just a little girl
She didn't know how to say "stop"
She was just a little girl

Where do all the little girls go (and)
They're ain't save at night
Where do all the little girls go and
Bounced ´em by mister right

Take your time
Look into my eyes
Have you ever seen
Anything so pure before?

She was just a little girl
She didn't know how to say "stop"
She was just a little girl
Please raise your hand when you had enough
She was just a little girl
She didn't know how to say "stop"
She was just a little girl

Where do all the little girls go (and)
They're ain't save at night
Where do all the little girls go and
Bounced ´em by mister right (x3)

Why?
Why?
Why say stop?
I had had enough
Stop

xoxo

You're every inch of my soul

Listening to :

Hurricane by 30 Seconds to Mars

ive had my bad days, but nothing compares to the day i lost you.


rotten luck, bring in your best shot.
cause the more i hurt, the stronger ill be.

xoxo

I'll carry the moon for you..

Listening to :

Picture Of The Moon by Aura Dione

when you smile, i smile with you.
when you cry, i feel it too.
you are my soul, my heart coming out to you.
be my eyes when i cant see, be my voice when i cant speak;
be my life when darkness creeps on me.
hold me close, dont let me go.
hold me tight, dont you say no.
save the love we have forever more ♥

xoxo

Im alright, im gonna make it, even if i gotta fake it. Im alright.

Listening to :

Tea Party by Kerli

1st, ive been losing alot of my things. it keeps disappearing! or maybe i just misplaced them elsewhere when i bring them along when i go out. meh.
2nd, i got into a car incident yesterday. im alright, no injury.
3rd, mom's been throwing tantrum on me again for no apparent reason.
4rd, while i was about to hand in my assignment, i realized i lost my thumbdrive. apparently it dropped when i accidentally bumped to someone, i think.

5th, is yet to come.. whatever it is, gimme your best shot!

everything doesnt seem to go right anymore. im agitated even to a slight of things! i cant take anymore rants of bullshit that comes my way. i want it to stop. cause, if it doesnt, i might lose my mind. also, ive been trying really hard to get some sleep lately but i cant seem to.

im always thinking. and ive been thinking way too much.

but i cant seem to know what exactly, cause when i close my eyes and keep quiet for one moment; everything of past events' and somewhat or so keeps rushing into my mind.

i feel like, there's no air left for me to breathe.

everything i touch goes wrong, everything i do goes astray; everything i ever loved, destroyed.
i need all of this to stop, cause i cant bear any more tears.


i need to get out.

xoxo

My favourite quotations, so far..

Listening to :

The Lobster Quadrille by Franz Ferdinand

"Sometimes, when you lose, you win."
- Annie Nielsen, What Dreams May Come.


"Shake it, don't break it, bitch."
- Medina, Thirteen.


"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."
- Alice Kingsley, Alice in Wonderland.


"If i had a world of my own, everything will be nonsense.
Nothing will be what it is, cause everything will be what it isn't.
In contrary wise; what it is, it wouldn't be.
And what it wouldn't be, it would; you see."
- Her Name Is Alice, Shinedown.


"No matter what you do or say, there's nothing you can do to make people understand you."
- Kurt Cobain.


"We make mistakes and is allowed to be unexpected from people's expectations."
- Abbie Lyann (;


"We're having too good a time today. We ain't thinking about tomorrow."
- John Dillinger, Public Enemies.


"Just close your eyes, and pretend it's all a dream. That's how I get by."
- Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean.


"I'm sure you've thought about me naked, right?"
"Am I that transparent? I want you, I need you! Oh baby, oh baby!"
- 10 Things I Hate About You.


"If we were keen to avoid certain topics, it was probably more because it embarrassed us."
- Sherlock Holmes.


"That's a bingo!"
- Col. Hans Landa, Inglourious Basterds.


"I shall call him Squishy and he shall be mine and he shall be my Squishy."
- Dory, Finding Nemo.


"One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.
I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you."
- The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho.


"Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature."
- Marilyn Monroe.


"Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave."
- Marilyn Manson.

xoxo

Somewhere only we know..

Listening to :
Her Name Is Alice by Shinedown

"If i had a world of my own, everything will be nonsense.
Nothing will be what it is, cause everything will be what it isn't.
In contrary wise; what it is, it wouldn't be.
And what it wouldn't be, it would; you see."

xoxo