iloveyou

Listening to ;

Carter 2 U by Destiny's Child

No matter how long the time and how far the distance,
i will never lose hope but always believes in the promise of our love because darling, i am truly in love with you.

xoxo

I'll wait, for how ever long it takes..

Listening to :
Snake Devil by Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Even if my body breaks, even if my heart is torn,
The promise to protect you,
that promise will eternally be the same.
Nothing can stop me from loving you.


The reason why I breathe is you,
The reason why I sing is you,
The reason why I live on is you,
Years will come and years will go.


Nothing can stop me from loving you.
The reason why I run is you,
The reason why I dance is you,
The reason why I live on is you.

xoxo

I want to stop breathing..

Listening to :
CrushCrushCrush by Paramore

Tears of fear streaming
Words of sorrow screaming
Emotions live on killing
What's the point in believing?

Life has no meaning
Dreams are only teasing
I cant take all the deceiving
I want to stop breathing

There's no point in living
I start crying
I try praying
Again, nobody's listening

Now im looking
For a way out of thinking
Please stop me from breathing
Im no longer believing

Im remembering
How no one was listening
Tear of fear and sorrow streaming
Emotions screaming
Words and thought killing
What's the point in believing?


I want to stop breathing

written by K.D. Darling
xoxo

And when im hurting..

Listening to :
Turn It Off by Paramore

It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.


It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.
It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.
It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.


If only you'd really look at me and see who I am.
If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away.
If only you'd hold me, without asking why.
If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.


But it's the easy roads that are most often taken.
And so I hurt alone.

written by Jo A. Witt

xoxo

Take me away, to a sweet escape..

Listening to :
Endless Sacrifice by Dream Theater

i said im fine, but really, im not.
i wish i could fly away - just like a butterfly..

xoxo