I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

Friday, May 8, 2009

i woke up from a nightmare, and whispered your name

listening to :
Here Comes Goodbye by Rascal Flatts




I still miss you, but not like I did before.
The intense aching I felt isn't there anymore.

I still whisper your name, though not as often as I used to.





sean.
i loved you then. i love you now.
and i will always love you - for so much more.
help me get through all the nightmare im facing and will face.
for i have lost you.




xoxo

Thursday, May 7, 2009

my last day of skewl

listening to :
New Year Sessions by Trance 2009



30th April 2009



read this post here *click* for more, of what i did that day.
which included the hang out with Voonie, Ujin & Marc, etc.



KAR REID!
my korean looking fren. i miss him badly



MODA Fashion Show





spot Kimberly Mehta!




xoxo

a visit to my uncle's new house

listening to :
Punch Drunk by Incubus



19th April 2009


photographer of the day ; Bryan Leong




i loved the food



Carmen Loh :)


my idiotic father and my stepmom







my uncle's daughter, Jia Xian




*oink*






xoxo

another ber-bonding time with my brothers :)

listening to :
Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus



10th April 2009


so the twin rascals and i decided to spend some time at Sunway Pyramid, just cause i wanna ice skate xD
Addie chose Sushi Groove. mumzy and her boyfren joined later.
















so after we've tired our ass off from ice skating, we decided to head back home and visit our niece and nephew.



it was Asia's birthday :)


Amex Moo =3


Asia & Amex


memang the adorable kan? heh xD




xoxo

bonding time with my brothers :)

listening to :
Afraid by Nelly Furtado feat. Attitude



5th April 2009





we went to Renaissance Hotel for dinner,. that day, i so happen to have found discount vouchers. Lol


i want that chandelier


*swuuussshhhh*


we decided to dine in a japanese restaurant over there, and the place was not bad at all..
so before our meals were served, Alden and i decided to explore the place.


=O


he spent 15 minutes, or so..


im serious.



isnt it prweeety? xD


Alden Addison Joseph Leong :)


yuummmy xD


i must say, this unagi was the best.



two rascals


always the noisy idiots.


but no matter what, i love them to bits.


Addie Anson Joseph Leong :)


after dinner, we went to SAKURA for dessert x)


and i had a nice time :)




P.S., in my opinion, it was not worth it dinning at Renaissance Hotel. even with the many 10% and 30% discount vouchers i had, plus, even with the very few meals we order, it still cost us RM300.



xoxo