invitation

MY SENSATIONAL 7TEEN

BIRTHDAY PARTY!

those who are invited. here are the details for my party.

date : 8th feb 2009 (sunday)

time : 8.30pm - 12.00am

venue : Hartamas Square (food court)

dress code : anything you desire.

p.s., you are to pay for your own food/ drinks. shisha is also included. sorry!

but cake will be provided, lol.

please rsvp by 4th feb.

hp number : 016-2078007 / 014-9399750

hope to see all of you there! :)

xoxo

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

wishing all of you..

good health, etc..etc.. and more and more ang paus ;p

hehehe

im still sort of rm150 to getting my camera.

so damn excited!

tho im pretty pissed that the necklace rose stand holder i wanted, and ORDERED, was sold out and wont be re-stocked. fucker, i wanna burn that store!

anyhoo.. hope you all have an awesome cny!

much loves <3

xoxo

small update

how's everyone lately?

my week was hectic.. its all bout my studies now.
i really wanna pass this shit! and therefore.. its really heartbreaking, too, to skip/cancel some events and outings D: *sobss..*

p.s., exams will be ard may and will end on the 3rd of june.
so ill be free by then. till, before college on 6th of july :O
hopefully..

i can still feel the butterflies in my tummy everytime mumzy talks bout o levels and college. die lar...

im only taking four subjects but thats not the point, anyway.
the point is..
i have to work my ass off.
o levels is in 4 months or less and i dunno if i can do it.

xoxo

something's wrong with the laptop

oh my. not again.

*gives very depressed i-need-the-net look*

i have no idea whats wrong with it this time. its blank! black screen, yeaps, thats all i saw D:

arggghhhhh.....!

btw, im currently using mumzy's laptop while she's away on a business trip :O

so skewl was as boring as usual, i didnt see any changes sinced. except the fact that Jin Yin, Katherine and Zoran are no longer studying in this skewl anymore. gawd, i missh them terribly.

besides that, ive been busy studying. O Levels are in 4 months and i really dont wanna suck at it. and this time, im not graduating in this mid-year. i gave alot of thought and i think i would be splitting a few of my subjects where as i might as well take them in nov? my maths sucks.. and im not even close to finishing my books. argh. i need help with maths!

anyhoo.. anyone goin for the education fair in klcc on saturday?

i am (:

basically, to browse through some colleges and get some info and such. Jeennie Pei might be there, so i cant wait to see her!

hmm... anything else?

OH! i might be having a dinner party a few days before my bday. still thinking bout it, but yea, will let you guys know bout it soon kays?

well, i guess thats all for now..

p.s., Vivian, bear with me. i missh need you too! bwahhaha xD

xoxo

meet Darren and Abbie! ♥

listening to :

Who Knew by Pink

psst.. these are the soft toys that Darren bought for me! hehs
in advanced for my birthday in feb :D :D
i named them 'Abbie & Darren' =p
LOLOLOL! xD



haha, i usually named soft toys after the person who bought them for me. but this time, its kinda different ;3
Darren liked the blue one more, so i named that after him. and the red one, after mine. haha


im looooving them ooh sooo much!!
thanks a bunch sweetie! :)

xoxo

10th year anniversary!

listening to :

Where I Stood by Missy Higgins

so i was supposed to be in ou today at ard 11am or 12pm.. but mom had to attend a meeting in subang and said to be back in an hour. funny tho, i waited from 12.. 1.. 2.. 3.. then she came back. and b4 we could leave the hse, she made me changed my outfit. i dont get it, the sun dress i wore was pretty shweet.

so, lovelies, im sorry that you guys had to wait for me for 4 hrs and that i missed watching the movie with you guys. thanks Shaun for paying for the movie ticket and sorry bout that too! what disappionted me most was when i reached ou, Carissa left at that time D:

met new frens today. shweet people like Amy, KJ and E Wei. and the sweethearts i know, Darren and Shaun :) i made an anniversary card for Darren, for our 10 years of frenship :)





not to mention, i bought the SonyGear Ear Pump! ;3 obviously the one in purple, haha. (now i can strike off my cravings list) after getting my ear pump, we went to Yippie Cup. its been so long since ive been there. Bumped into Simon and Ryan, never have we failed to hug one another, lol. so we basically walked ard ou, browse through one or two shops. at the same time, Amy and i decided to play a trick on the guys, to see if they were following us blindly or were concentrating. we went into La Senza, they guys followed us blindly, haha.

after that, spent some time in Chocolate Lounge. yumms ;3


what Darren did to / for me today :
1. he cheated on me with E Wei (right in front of me!) Lol..
2. he forgotten bout the 10th anni card i made him (was left in Amy's bag)
3. he bought me not only one soft toy, but two! ;D


that brighten my day! i seriously couldnt stop smiling.
thanks sweetie! ;D

so thats basically what we did in ou today. after everyone left, i went shopping with mom and bought a bunch of pretty clothes :) had dinner in ss2 with the twin bros, each of us order chicken chops with diff sauce.


p.s., will post up pictures as soon as i get em from KJ and Shaun.
and will soon be taking picts of the soft toys when i get my canon camera :)

xoxo

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listening to :

Staring At The Sun by U2

I thought you were there to catch me when I fall

But in reality you're the one who pushed me off the wall
I thought you were there to wipe away my blackest tears
But in reality you were the one that sat there and just stares
I thought I could trust with secrets so deep
You told them all and now I hope you can't get to sleep
You used me and stole from me like a real friend wouldn't do
But sadly I guess a real friend isn't you

(copied off from Ming Lin & Jing's blog)

xoxo

i wish i was free of this

listening to :
It's All Over by Three Days Grace

i see him in my dreams
wish that he wasn't there
but he still haunts me and i
still feel his breath on me
still want to taste his skin
but i know that would kill me
no damn him still i choke on his lies
still reeling from his last caress his last goodbye
oh how this sickens me
this wretched fools affair
i cant erase this from me
and now it permeates
and every thought i feel
the anger writhes in my soul

xoxo

new years resolutions

listening to :
Cookie Jar by Gym Class Heroes feat. The Dream

1. study harder
2. score O Levels (omg, i really have to pass this shit!)
3. catch up on my guitar (FAIL)
4. spend less, save more (FAIL)
5. stay outta trouble (FAIL)
6. keep my room clean once in awhile (FAIL)
7. enjoy life (FAIL)

see.. i said i'll work on it, and i really did. and you thought i wouldnt.
all ive gotta do now is stick to it.
tho i feel like ive yet another failed year
imma try my best..




[edit - 20/12/09] P.S., the ones ive striked off, are the ones ive achieved! :D
and...
the ones i marked (FAIL), are the ones ive failed *obviously* to do so.

xoxo

i'll give my one tomorrows for one yesterday

MY DEAR,



YOU HURT ME
BADLY.







and now im shattered.

xoxo