I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

i love you now and every minute in between..

listening to :
Finding Myself by Smile Empty Soul





Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without.

If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart.

Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived
.


- Bill Parrish, Meet Joe Black




xoxo

ipod nano bitches!

listening to :
Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This) by Eurythmics



thats right! ive got a new ipod nano :D






it was a graduation present :) thanks mom!


and im currently using an iPhone :) for now..


heh, now i can strike out two of these items from my craving list xD
*happy! happy!*




xoxo

Monday, May 18, 2009

a piece of advise




i had business studies exam today, and after i was done with the paper.. i met this business professor outside the examination hall. out of nowhere, he gave me a piece of advise..


' in order to succeed in business, you would have to bullshit your way through. '
xD




xoxo

mother's day

listening to :
Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana



9th & 10th May 2009


Somewhere near Glenmarie Court.



Fu-Rin, Japanese restaurant.

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caught in action xD Addie started dancing out of nowhere.


issit it pretty?







*click on each picture above for larger view*


the next day





the food was delicious.




xoxo

Friday, May 15, 2009

more than wanted




I have wandered far and wide

For something real something to die for
But I have found you and you do not see
All that is me, all that is true and

I am more than you will see
I am more than you will need
I am more than you will see
More than wanted

And as you float the flimsy surface
You should know life lies beneath it
And don't pretend you feel what I feel
For you live illusion and I'm real

I am more than you will see
I am more than you will need
I am more than you will see
More than wanted

I am more than you will see
I am more than you will need
I am more than you will see
More than wanted

I know, I know you like the way
You feel when I play
I know, I know you don't really
Hear what I say
I know, I know you are waiting
For something to raid
I know, I know you wish you could be
More than you say

I have wandered far and wide
For something real something to die for
But I have found you and you do not see
All that is me, all that is true and

I am more than you will see
I am more than you will need
I am more than you will see
More than wanted

I am more than you will see
I am more than you will need
I am more than you will see
More than wanted

More than you'll love, more than you'll hate
More than you'll hold, more than wanted
More than you'll need, more than you'll dream
More than you'll feel, more than wanted
More than you'll crave, more than you'll cherish
More than you'll have, more than wanted




xoxo

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

a new beginning..








" if im going to be alive, then i might as well be incredible. i want to do more than just exist. "







xoxo

Monday, May 11, 2009

woots! im really happy today! :D

listening to :
Into The Night by Santana feat. Chad Kroeger



when i received a letter from skewl...
i said to myself: "opening this envelope determines whether i live or die".
so on and so forth.
well, you know how dramatic i can be xD




yesh, thats my result from the skewl's examination :)

i know its not the best outcome, but its better than my expectation.
considering the fact that im a very dumb girl, who never studied for any examination, before mid last year. and knowing that im working hard for this, its worth it.
i know ill do so much better for the Cambridge O Levels examination in British Council :)


exam continues on the 13th this week!
wish me luck!


and at the same time, im on my way to applying for college =P
IACT, here i come! :D




xoxo

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mothers Day!

listening to :
Suddenly Everything Has Changed by Bethany Joy Lenz





no matter how shitty our relationship are right now,
no matter where i stand between those thin lines,
ill always be there for you..
sorry for all the times i caused you such pain.
love you, Mom.




xoxo

Saturday, May 9, 2009

i think of you in colors that dont exist

listening to :
Favorite Things by Incubus





It took me by complete surprise
when my heart got lost inside your eyes.
You weren't at all what i was looking for;
you were everything and so much more.




xoxo

Friday, May 8, 2009

Pyramid with the boys :)

listening to :
Put Your Arms Around Me by Natasha Bedingfield



today was fun! i really enjoyed myself :)


firstly, went to Sunway Pyramid and met up with my dearest Kee Wei.
since we've got nothing to do, he brought me up to the roof top.
and the sun was burning hot, which explains why Kee Wei closed his eyes.



here's something interesting to let you all know.
obviously i got bored, so i decided that we play a fool in the lift.
basically i pressed all the floors, all the way up till below.


and there was this bunch of ppl who came in the next stop.

girl talking to her frens : *annoyed* i wonder who did this?!!
me : *points at Kee Wei*


nyahahahahaha xD


after that, met up with the gang, Ujin, Marc, Russell & Max.
we skated for few hours till we decided to take a break.


Ujin & Max


Marc & Joel


Maaarrcc! it was supposed to be a candid shot!


Russell


Russell & Marc



Russell, Marc & Max


Jin! i seriously love this boy to bits! ♥


also, Jin's fren - Debbie, was there too.


so after we're done ice skating.. the four boys and i had dinner somewhere in USJ. before we head over to a cybercafe and played Left 4 Dead.



Russell taught me how to play. it was my first time, and it was fun :)



:D



JIN!!! ♥



P.S., Marc & Russell, thanks for the ride home.




xoxo