LifesABitchLovesAWhore

I like your dirty mind. Mine's on it all the time (;

2010-10-27T14:30:00.003+08:00

My body rocks a rhythm
You beat my drum hard
I might just kick it kick it
You wanna lick it lick it
I love to stick it stick it
From London to LA
Yeah that’s the ticket ticket
Come on and kiss it kiss it
I like that
I like the Gucci Gucci
I love the dollar bill
I love your pocket rocket
We live to shock it shock it
I like the way you smile
I might just bite your lip
I see you talking talking
your hands are talking talking
I like that, I like that, I like that
I like your dirty mind
Mine’s on it all the time
Oh let me shake it shake it
I’ll polaroid it shake it
I’m a graffiti girl
I wanna spray it spray it
I like to throw the paint
You wanna throw the paint?
I like that
I’m locking not hip hopping
You lace me up right
Yous getting tricky tricky
You’re getting sticky sticky
I like that 8-track
It takes me way back
I’d love to bite New York
Avec un knife and fork
My body rocks the rhythm
You beat my drum hard
I like that, I like that
I like that, I like that
Oh
I like that
I love the money money
I’m dripping dripping gold
I like to disco baby
You wanna kiss now baby?

My body rocks a rhythm
You beat my drum hard
My body rock the rhythm
(Rocks the rhythm rocks the rhythm)
My body rocks the rhythm
You beat my drum hard
My body rocks the rhythm
(Rocks the rhythm rocks the rhythm)
I like that, I like that, I like that
I like that, I like that, I like that
I like that, I like that, I like that

xoxo

I know we'll never, know we'll never be apart

2010-10-15T18:30:00.000+08:00

Only I can write the story
Only you can draw the line
Only time can know the distance
between your world and mine
If you gave me a million reasons
I could never tell you why
I can't say what I believe in
I just feel it inside

As the rain falls, I listen
to the rhythm of your heart
Though we may never be together again
I know we'll never, I know we'll never be apart
Never gonna be apart

All I have left is a picture
All that you left was your name
I'll burn a candle beside my window
that's reflected in the rain
When it's hard to find your way home
just keep this in mind
If you live inside the moment,
you'll know love's a light

As the rain falls I listen
to the rhythm of your heart
Though we may never be together again
I know we'll never, know we'll never be apart
Never gonna be apart

xoxo

When you run from something, it only stays with you longer. When you fight something, it only makes you stronger.

2010-10-10T20:00:00.003+08:00

Listening to :

10 10, Im Yours by The Script

Happy 10.10.10 (;

Hopefully, ill be able to find time to blog again.

xoxo

Love is evil

2010-08-05T06:05:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
Recovery by Eminem

Cause if i get burnt imma show you what its like to hurt
Cause ive been treated like dirt before

It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path ive chosen to go

xoxo

Im not giving up..

2010-07-30T03:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
The Beautiful People by Marilyn Manson

I have a goal, and i can only succeed it by going through several obstacles.
And it's gonna be tough, but i dont care. Im not giving up.

No one understands it, but ill prove you wrong.
I know where my heart is and im gonna get it, no matter what it takes.

I'll be happy once again.

xoxo

Nothing smells better than a paycheck (;

2010-07-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
Sure Can Start by Two Hours Traffic

Damn right (;

xoxo

There's no place like home :)

2010-07-24T16:15:00.006+08:00

Listening to :
Carousel by Laura Izibor

21st - 23rd July, 2010
'Spontaneously', i went to Thailand on a last minute notice.

Day One

Hatyai :)

Mumzy

"free the birds to free your soul"

Beautiful isnt it? :)

Cheers!

Day Two

Mumzy and her brother

Met my grandma for the first time, lol.

Happy family :)

Later on that night ;

They're known as the best band in Hatyai.
They sing almost all kinds of songs from different languages, you name it!

Coincidentally bumped into my uncle (from M'sia) there. Small world eyy?
Anyhoo, he rocked the stage!

drinking at West Side Saloon was the bomb!

Day Three

On the way back.

The many goodies worth spending on :)

xoxo

I dont wanna set the world on fire, i just wanna start a flame in your heart.

2010-07-20T18:00:00.003+08:00

Listening to :
Hey Baby by No Doubt

Im taking a breather.. finally

Hatyai, i missed you. I cant wait to be home.

Omg, im so gonna shop till my very last coin :P

Foot & body massage. Fried bugs! Yummy, spicy food.
So many things to miss and love again :')

xoxo

Especially for you

2010-07-10T15:50:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
Umbrella by Marie Digby

To my beloved ex husband,

Thank you for everything :)

xoxo

It's not the days in your life you'll remember, it's the memories.

2010-06-30T04:30:00.001+08:00

Listening to :

Halfway Gone by Lifehouse

From tomorrow onwards..
Im gonna live my life the way i am (however or whatever it is), with the ones that matters, all while i can.

The right way.
I am done over with shit.

xoxo

KLue Urbanscapes 2010

2010-06-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
1973 by James Blunt

26th June 2010

Urbanscapes! Worked for 16 hours, but it was all worth while.
The very minute i reached KLPac, i spent money like water on just 3 stalls; that is, before reinforcements came by :P

photo taken by Joyce.
(yesh, i was wearing bunny ears xD it's Joyce's btw.)

em' goodies :)
(The purple stripe and cardi wasnt bought at Urbanscapes. It was bought at pyramid the next day.)

clockwise -
1, Chin Yew signing. 2, with Joyce. 3, with U-Jean(left) and Jared(right). 4, Junk section.

Chin Yew!

Few of the many sweet stuff i got.

Urbanscapes postcards.

Chin Yew's books.

Mom bought the cardigan, Azree bought the purple stripe :) thanksyou

loving this :)

Oh, the best for last ;)

xoxo

Broken trust and broken hearts

2010-06-25T01:55:00.000+08:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

[Chorus]
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

[Chorus]
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy (i was happy)
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

xoxo

Tell me the things you've never told a soul

2010-06-20T02:15:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
True Romance by She Wants Revenge

I know that you never loved me;
I know that you never cared at all,
No my love we can't be friends,
In fact I liked you much better
When you'd just pretend.

xoxo

I have found the one

2010-06-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
You're All I Have by Snow Patrol

1965 Mustang Fastback GT

in Raven Black (;

Mustand Fastback with 'A' code 289 V8 Engine

Options Inculde:

-Dual Exhaust
-Power Steering
-4 Speed Transmission
-289 V8 with 4 Barrel carb
- Front Disk Brakes
-Center console
-Working FoMoCo Pushbutton AM Radio
-Style Steel Wheels with Red Centercaps
-235 60/14 BF Goodrich Radial TA Tires
-2+2 Fold Down Rear Seat with Trap Door into Trunk

I could feel my heart jump like a mad horse!

Isnt she a beauty?
My love, wait for me. We'll be together someday.
I promise you (;

xoxo

Money, money, money.

2010-06-06T16:45:00.002+08:00

..it's so funny, in a rich men's world.

Sighs. I cant wait till i get my pay, seriously.
And get some extra cash after selling off my dslr and guitar as well. Geez, its heart breaking selling off my classical, but yes, it feels less heart breaking compare to the time when i sold my fender years ago. Sighs.

When i get money, i will..

- Pay off all my debts. Dont worry guys, imma pay you back.
- Get a friggin hard disk. My downloads is constantly going on everyday and every bit of space in my laptop is being used, there's really none left.
- Omg, converse! Did you see the new purple converse? Must have.
- Hair straightener. My fringe is .___.
- Heels, Shoes, Bags! Wtf.

There are so many things i ~~need~~ want, i gotta get. Another new headsets.
And yes, i owe money to my family as well. Meh.

Besides having money thoughts, ive been cleaning my room too. Im hoping it makes a difference, tho it looks quite the same, except less messier. And im giving away few of my soft toys too, *sniff*.

On an entirely different note, i love my job. Pretty hectic at some point, but fun. Im getting the hang of it (;

xoxo

The tears coming down, making lines on my face. One for each year, now that you've been away.

2010-06-05T00:15:00.004+08:00

Cause i miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And i breathe you into my heart and wish for the strength to stand today
Cause i love you whether it's wrong or right
And though i cant be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side

It's your 3rd passing year today, Sean.
I love you.

xoxo

Italianese, Redbox & Prince of Persia!

2010-06-04T03:55:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Feel Good Inc. by Gorillaz

3rd June, 2010

This was some gathering, or sort. So anyway, we had lunch at Italianese, The Gardens.

Connie & Stephiiekins

Steph & Kin Lim

After our very late lunch, we decided to head to Redbox.

Raymond

Weng Kit

top; Au Yong
bottom left - right; Raymond & Weng Kit

Kin Lim!

Despite being tortured listening to them singing 'Baby' by Justin Bieber - I had a nice time!
I left early tho, cause i had another plan to attend.
With these two :D

Danial & Marcus

We watched Prince of Persia! The movie's not bad ill say.
And not forgetting, Marcus made my day! but im not allowed to say how D: Boo.

xoxo

All work and no play

2010-06-03T01:40:00.004+08:00

Listening to :

Ella Me Levanto by Daddy Yankee

So, 3rd sem starts on Monday. At the same time ill be working as well, as a waitress, at the Bee. Quite a soothing, comfortable place to be at, and the food's great. There's ice cream too!

All im stitched up on is the working hours.
9 hours from Mondays till Thursdays, and 15 hours on Fridays and Saturdays. Classes will be in between.
*this is a rough schedule, btw.*

But, im glad. Cause i wont have to bother myself with housework anymore :P Hehee.
And maybe, this might give me a chance to learn and experience new things! :)

xoxo

i-City with the boys :)

2010-06-01T01:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Hurt Me by Kerli

30th May 2010

Spontaneous trip to i-City! Julian was feeling adventurous, lol.

[click on picture for larger view]

Ian

my boys (;

Julian

xoxo

You

2010-05-30T03:45:00.001+08:00

Listening to :

Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy

You, were everything to me. You, gave me the thrills i always needed. You made me feel alive, and you were the best thing i never asked for, but you had to leave me. I hate the fact that i love you so much it hurts, for every time we've spent - everything, it all reminds me of you. How am i supposed to move on when you gave so much to remember? How am i supposed to let you go when youre all i ever wanted to hold on to. You were every other part of me, and ill never forget that day. I never had the chance to say i love you, i never had the chance to say goodbye. The day you died, i lost my soul.

You, were almost perfect. You helped me through all the rough patches, and with your sweet words and comfort, i was fine. I miss the music you remind me of, i miss your ability to make me laugh, i miss the fact that i was strong for you. You were the reason i lived. And right now, youre no longer the person i loved. Im sorry, i didnt mean to ruin anything, i just want the good times back. You, knew me better than anyone else, and somehow youre not the same anymore. I miss you.

You were the reason i smiled again, you were the reason i love. I love you, for always fighting for me, for us. I never thought that, this time, you'd have given up on me. You said i was your better half, you said i make you happy, but why did you have to hurt me? Im sorry, for always pushing you away, for being a heartless soul. But ill always love you, now and till the end. I'd have married you, i thought i could. You meant more to me than any one ive ever loved at all.

You, are such insensitive fools. You said youll never leave me, but who do you think i was, new?
Oh, wait, i was the fool.

xoxo

Beer, oh how ive missed you (;

2010-05-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Need You Now by Lady Antebellum

24th May 2010

Yays! Exams' over! Hehee
Okay so, the mass comm batch decided to celebrate. What's better to enjoy than beer? (;
Movie during noon, we watched the Bounty Hunter; then dinner was at Winter Warmers, and drinks at Library.

those who arent in mass comm like Danial, Teri, Aeries, Azrin and Suthesh joined too.

(;

Danial asking for some chicha's number.

and there was a lot of kissing going on :P

So after we were done drinking..
Caely, Julian, Suthesh and i headed to SK Corner to meet up with Ian.

my beloved ex-husband (:

xoxo

Gathering with classmates of 1st semester

2010-05-26T22:50:00.002+08:00

Listening to :
I Feel You by 3 Doors Down

18th May 2010

It was a last min plan, but most of us managed to meet up. Seriously saying, my 1st sem in college with these bunch of people has been the best ever. So, we met up at Sunway Pyramid; had Papa John's for lunch, then off to redbox, and Kim Gary for dinner.

Anyhoos, pictures shall do the talking ey? Credit goes to Julian Chong.

Julian blending in x)

John, the special appearance of the day. Im glad he made it (:

great time, awesome company (;

xoxo

Rest In Peace, Uncle Allen.

2010-05-25T02:30:00.002+08:00

Listening to :
I Miss You by Jamestown Story

7th May 2010

it took me some time to digest the news. i wasnt having much out of that day and i didnt want to believe what i heard.
i hope youre in a better place now. ill remember you, i miss you.

Rest In Peace

Donald Allen Bertram Joseph

xoxo

Marilyn Manson is ♥

2010-05-23T01:10:00.002+08:00

Listening to :

In For The Kill by La Roux

"I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control.
I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do.
I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in.
And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society."

"I never said to be like me, I say to be like you and make a difference."

"Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave."

quotes above are by the awesomest Marilyn Manson.

xoxo

I just need to feel, that what we have is real.

2010-05-17T18:30:00.006+08:00

I'm trying not to think about
All the things you did before,
But sometimes it all just gets to me.
I can't take it anymore.
I'll stay with you,
But remember to
Be careful what you do,
Cause I'm not bulletproof.

xoxo

Still me.

2010-05-14T12:40:00.004+08:00

Listening to :
Edge of Desire by John Mayer

my curls are back.

xoxo

New look?

2010-05-13T23:05:00.005+08:00

Listening to :

Walking On Air by Kerli

"Different you but still you." - Danial Shan

this is the colour under sunlight, i think.

so, what do you think?
cause till this point, im still not sure whether i like it or hate it, yet.

xoxo

I could really use a wish right now..

2010-05-10T02:40:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Airplanes by B.o.B feat Hayley Williams

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

xoxo

Everything will be fine..

2010-05-01T01:30:00.005+08:00

Listening to :
My Song by Jerry Cantrell

ive been doing a lot of thinking
my mind is still running
and i cant stop wondering
about all the stuff that's been happening

© Abbie Lyann Joseph Leong

xoxo

Best day in 2010, so far :)

2010-04-15T03:00:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
Say When by The Fray

20th January 2010

on one fine morning, Julian, Teri and i went to the Butterfly Park - then afterwards, we headed off to Lake Gardens.
so anyways, here are the pictures, enjoy!

follow the leader, the leader xD

xoxo

Grandma's 75th Birthday

2010-04-10T20:55:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Perfect Situation by Weezer

27th March 2010

i cant rmbr the name of the restaurant, but oh wells.
this was before i attended Harison's 21st Birthday in Bandar Sri Damansara Club.

Carmen, myself, Ada & Callie :)

(;

Grans' nieces and nephews, and grand kids.
(not everyone's in the picture)

xoxo

I will love you ♥

2010-04-05T23:35:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Lullaby For A Realist by Anya Marina

if i could live my whole life over, knowing what i know now,
i'd do everything exactly the same - even the staff that didnt turn out well.
it all led me to you and you are worth it.

and if only i could delete my past, just so you wont get hurt knowing each and every detail about it.
but i want you to know..
if it werent for the mistakes ive made, i wouldnt have become the better side of me, for you.

xoxo

Connie Wong's Wedding

2010-04-05T03:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Low by Flo-Rida feat. T-Pain

21st March 2010

Connie's wedding dinner was held at Restaurant Janbo, Cheras.

Connie & Rex :)

Weng Kit & Raymond :)

with Connie & Kin Lim
(i feel so short)

Au Yong :)

May you live happily ever after :)

xoxo

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta!

2010-04-04T02:45:00.004+08:00

Listening to :
I Can't Let You Go by Matchbox Twenty

20th March 2010

Putrajaya's 2nd International Hot Air Balloon Festival

i am your father! xD

Danial :)

i was trying on shots like this and the one above, like it? :)

(;

L-R :
Julian, Ian, Teri, Danial, Emily, Xin Ling, Caely
(Feline's missing from this picture)

:)

oh, oh! the fireworks were AMAZING! it was superbly breathtaking!
ill post up a video of the fireworks, soon.

i enjoyed and had a nice time.
also, it was my first time on a hot air balloon and i liked it, very much.

xoxo

You are so much more than my lonely heart ever believed it deserved

2010-03-25T05:40:00.002+08:00

Listening to :
Why Can't I by Liz Phair

ive been really busy lately, and i dont seem to have time to blog nowadays.
but i will soon, i hope.

my first 3D movie! loved it.

upcoming posts on ;

Hot Air Balloon Festival!
fireworks were simply amazing. great mates, good times.

also, not to mention..

* Connie Wong's wedding day
* grandma's birthday
*Harison's 21st birthday

xoxo

When we were one..

2010-03-20T00:50:00.002+08:00

Listening to :
Misguided Ghosts by Paramore

hello friend, ive missed you.
im sorry, for ive given up on you.
ill miss you terribly..
you were and always will be my first love.

xoxo

Time has made us strangers and i dont know you anymore.

2010-03-15T00:05:00.001+08:00

Listening to:
Song For Sophie by Aura Dione

This is a song for a girl called Sophie
used to write her name on my arm.
Time has made us strangers
and I don't know her anymore.

But I really hope she's made it
that someone took her home.
She was lost but wasn't missing
she would always walk alone.

She was always like a feather, in the air
I never knew if she was flying or falling
she was always like a feather, in my life.
I hope she flies,
I hope she flies,
I hope she flies,
I hope she flies.

Because of her, I looks things that last:
I have a chain -where's your arm?
A promise can be broken,
I won't hunt you anymore
no, no, no

But I really hope she's made it
that someone took her home.
She was lost but wasn't missing
she would always walk alone.

She was always like a feather, in the air
I never knew if she was flying or falling
she was always like a feather, in my life.
I hope she flies ..

She.. La-la-la-la-la-la-la.

I hope she flies. (x4)

She.. La-la-la-la-la-la-la. (x4)

I hope she flies.

She was always like a feather, in the air
I never knew if she was flying or falling
she was always like a feather, in my life.
I hope she flies. (x5)

She.. La-la-la-la-la-la-la.

xoxo

Each piece of me dies, and only you can give the breath of life.

2010-03-14T01:20:00.002+08:00

Listening to :

Autumns Monologue by From Autumn to Ashes

im gonna have this tattoo-ed on my spine (;
*fyi, border's not included*

like this :)

xoxo

I'll never be the same

2010-03-12T01:20:00.002+08:00

Listening to :
Clean Hands by Aura Dione

Take my hand
Reachin' to my soul.
Have you ever found
Anything so pure before?

I touched your hand
You lost control.
Do you really want me to
Break down and cry?

She was just a little girl
She didn't know how to say "stop"
She was just a little girl
Please raise your hand when you had enough
She was just a little girl
She didn't know how to say "stop"
She was just a little girl

Where do all the little girls go (and)
They're ain't save at night
Where do all the little girls go and
Bounced ´em by mister right

Take your time
Look into my eyes
Have you ever seen
Anything so pure before?

She was just a little girl
She didn't know how to say "stop"
She was just a little girl
Please raise your hand when you had enough
She was just a little girl
She didn't know how to say "stop"
She was just a little girl

Where do all the little girls go (and)
They're ain't save at night
Where do all the little girls go and
Bounced ´em by mister right (x3)

Why?
Why?
Why say stop?
I had had enough
Stop

xoxo

You're every inch of my soul

2010-03-10T04:50:00.001+08:00

Listening to :

Hurricane by 30 Seconds to Mars

ive had my bad days, but nothing compares to the day i lost you.

rotten luck, bring in your best shot.
cause the more i hurt, the stronger ill be.

xoxo

I'll carry the moon for you..

2010-03-07T00:34:00.001+08:00

Listening to :

Picture Of The Moon by Aura Dione

when you smile, i smile with you.
when you cry, i feel it too.
you are my soul, my heart coming out to you.
be my eyes when i cant see, be my voice when i cant speak;
be my life when darkness creeps on me.
hold me close, dont let me go.
hold me tight, dont you say no.
save the love we have forever more ♥

xoxo

Im alright, im gonna make it, even if i gotta fake it. Im alright.

2010-03-05T21:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to :

Tea Party by Kerli

1st, ive been losing alot of my things. it keeps disappearing! or maybe i just misplaced them elsewhere when i bring them along when i go out. meh.
2nd, i got into a car incident yesterday. im alright, no injury.
3rd, mom's been throwing tantrum on me again for no apparent reason.
4rd, while i was about to hand in my assignment, i realized i lost my thumbdrive. apparently it dropped when i accidentally bumped to someone, i think.

5th, is yet to come.. whatever it is, gimme your best shot!

everything doesnt seem to go right anymore. im agitated even to a slight of things! i cant take anymore rants of bullshit that comes my way. i want it to stop. cause, if it doesnt, i might lose my mind. also, ive been trying really hard to get some sleep lately but i cant seem to.

im always thinking. and ive been thinking way too much.

but i cant seem to know what exactly, cause when i close my eyes and keep quiet for one moment; everything of past events' and somewhat or so keeps rushing into my mind.

i feel like, there's no air left for me to breathe.

everything i touch goes wrong, everything i do goes astray; everything i ever loved, destroyed.
i need all of this to stop, cause i cant bear any more tears.

i need to get out.

xoxo

My favourite quotations, so far..

2010-03-05T03:45:00.003+08:00

Listening to :

The Lobster Quadrille by Franz Ferdinand

"Sometimes, when you lose, you win."
- Annie Nielsen, What Dreams May Come.

"Shake it, don't break it, bitch."
- Medina, Thirteen.

"I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, Sir, because I'm not myself you see."
- Alice Kingsley, Alice in Wonderland.

"If i had a world of my own, everything will be nonsense.
Nothing will be what it is, cause everything will be what it isn't.
In contrary wise; what it is, it wouldn't be.
And what it wouldn't be, it would; you see."
- Her Name Is Alice, Shinedown.

"No matter what you do or say, there's nothing you can do to make people understand you."
- Kurt Cobain.

"We make mistakes and is allowed to be unexpected from people's expectations."
- Abbie Lyann (;

"We're having too good a time today. We ain't thinking about tomorrow."
- John Dillinger, Public Enemies.

"Just close your eyes, and pretend it's all a dream. That's how I get by."
- Jack Sparrow, Pirates of the Caribbean.

"I'm sure you've thought about me naked, right?"
"Am I that transparent? I want you, I need you! Oh baby, oh baby!"
- 10 Things I Hate About You.

"If we were keen to avoid certain topics, it was probably more because it embarrassed us."
- Sherlock Holmes.

"That's a bingo!"
- Col. Hans Landa, Inglourious Basterds.

"I shall call him Squishy and he shall be mine and he shall be my Squishy."
- Dory, Finding Nemo.

"One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.
I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you."
- The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho.

"Sex is a part of nature. I go along with nature."
- Marilyn Monroe.

"Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave."
- Marilyn Manson.

xoxo

Somewhere only we know..

2010-03-03T14:20:00.003+08:00

Listening to :
Her Name Is Alice by Shinedown

"If i had a world of my own, everything will be nonsense.
Nothing will be what it is, cause everything will be what it isn't.
In contrary wise; what it is, it wouldn't be.
And what it wouldn't be, it would; you see."

xoxo

Whisper to me of a sad song

2010-02-28T05:10:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
The Fiction We Live by From Autumn To Ashes

please, help me through these rough times.

xoxo

Au Yong's birthday celebration at Luna Bar

2010-02-28T01:20:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Take It Off by Ke$ha

25th February 2010

birthday boy :)

the poor boy was already drunk when i got there, aha.

Kin Lim

Zues

after that, we head off somewhere nearby for supper.

for more, do visit Zues's blog.

xoxo

Chee Ho's surprise birthday party

2010-02-28T00:50:00.003+08:00

Listening to :
Touchdown Turnaround (Don't Give Up On Me) by Hellogoodbye

7th February 2010

Chee Ho's surprise party was held at Plus8.

birthday boy :)

chee ho, thanks for all your thoughtful advices.

Eddy

Teri darling! i love this girl to bits!

Dominic, and CheeHo at the back.

3..2..1

i had no idea what we were up to.

see no evil, speak no evil, hear no evil.

the next day ;

Chee Ho had a BBQ party at John's & Eddy's place.
i dropped by after celebrating mine with Stephiiekins and Erin.

Teri & Ishnee

there's a bunch more of pictures based on these two days, its on facebook if you wanna check it out.
im lazy to upload anymore of em', sorry.

xoxo

Chinese New Year - Day Three

2010-02-27T22:20:00.001+08:00

Listening to :

Heaven by Bryan Adams

just like every year, we'll have our usual family gathering dinner.
im pretty lazy to caption each and every one of the photos below, so ill just let the pictures do the talking ey?

enjoy!

xoxo

Chinese New Year - Day One & Two

2010-02-27T21:50:00.004+08:00

Listening to :
Photograph by Nickelback

the first day wasnt as fun as it would be for me, i fell sick. bummer eh?
i couldnt really enjoy myself. instead, i had to sleep most of the hours while everyone was gambling away.

i was the only one wearing purple that day, mhm.

the next day ;
there was a lion dance performance. i pretty much enjoyed it :)

xoxo

Happy Chinese New Year!

2010-02-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
Hey, Soul Sister by Train

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i hope everyone had a wonderful chinese new year, this year.
and also, a lovely valentine's day! :)

sorry for the late wish, heh.
ill update pictures soon! meanwhile, enjoy your week!

xoxo

My 18th birthday :)

2010-02-15T01:25:00.001+08:00

Listening to :

Why Cant I by Liz Phair

Day One, 3rd Feb

- late lunch @ Tony Romas, Sunway Pyramid.
with Azree Majid. (No Pictures)

Day Two, 5th Feb

- dinner @ Seo Gung(Korean BBQ), SS2.
with Chong Kit, Danial, Feline, Harison, Ian, Julian, Marcus, Michael, Rachel, Teri.

thanks Aeries! i love em' cupcakes!

PRICELESS!

Day Three, 6th Feb

- lunch @ Sushi ZanMai, One Utama.
with Marc Wong. (No Pictures)

- dinner @ Italianese, Curve.
with Aaron, Amy, Darren, and Carissa.

thanks Darren & Amy!
oh, and Carissa too! for the cake :)

Day Four, 8th Feb

- The Apartment, Curve.
with Stephiiekins and Erin Lim.

Day Five, 8th Feb

- BBQ PLaza, One Utama.
with Yee Ning. (No Pictures, yet)

thanks mui!

thank you for spending time with me, and making this 18th a memorable one.

i really dont know how to thank you enough. i appreciate everything, and every moment youve given me. thanks for all your thoughtful wishes, surprises and presents! hehehe.

xoxo

Birthday presents

2010-02-10T23:50:00.005+08:00

Listening to :

Whatever You Like by Anya Marina

* birthday cake
* mini dress
* wallet
* soft toys
* lollipop, candies, or chocolate.

* accessories
* cupcakes
* birthday card

thanks you so much for the presents!
ill post up pictures soon! :)

xoxo

It's my birthday, yeah!

2010-02-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
All Of You by Vertical Horizon

first of, thank you people for taking me out, spending time with me - be it lunch, dinner or just a simple yamcha or drinking session. i appreciate every moment!

secondly, thank you for all the surprise cakes and cupcakes!

thirdly, i never knew coming up with a birthday wish would have you guys put the effort to find and buy em'. thanks so much!

my dearest, you are all beyond great to me and i love each and every one of you!

im 8teen today!

xoxo

Love, dont let me go..

2010-02-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
Hanging By A Moment by Lifehouse

youre my heart, and always will be.
so darling, tell me of the song we are to be.

xoxo

Youre the first, the last, my everthing.

2010-01-30T00:00:00.011+08:00

Listening to :
You Give Me Something by James Morrison

I want you to know how difficult it was to get you something, how even more difficult it was to find the utmost perfect words to say and write it to you. I mean, what do you give someone who means the world to you? How can you find a material object that can convey your love when you can’t even find the words?

My love is all that I can give.

I thought I could recycle what I wrote that’s held close to me, my diary, but it wouldn’t be the same. I thought thoroughly for the right words to say to you, a love letter I thought I’d write, but I couldn’t. My god, i suck with words. I tried finding for the most prefect poems, but all that ive found wasn’t good enough.

However, I came up with something. Its not great, but its me. It came to mind that ive gotta make you something that’s right from my heart. I made you a card. I made you a card filled with lyrics of love songs which reminds me of you. I didn’t wanna put all the love songs there is, hence, for future usage eyy? Haha. So, yeah. There I was (in the college library), cutting out paper, pasting it onto the card using eky wet glue (when i could've used double-sided tape), making you something I hardly ever do. I tried my best anyhow to make something sweet, something meaningful for you.

In the card, there are love songs, and famous love quotes, and a poem which I wrote not long ago. Thus, there are also butterflies, flowers and heart-shaped papers. (omg, what happened to me..) All these wrapped, finally, with a ribbon. It’s not much, but I hope you love it. And of course, besides the t-shirt (yesh, i had my perfume on it, hehe) - there's a lil surprise in there too (;

Looking back, I can’t believe so much time has passed, from that first moment we met. And as I look back upon each moment, there is nothing that I regret.

You are so much better than any dream. A mere thought of you protects me, wrapping me in warmth. There’s just something about you, maybe it’s just the way you look at me. And every time i look at you, my heart flutters. You make me laugh, you make me smile. And it’s true, I love smiling when it’s with you (no matter how much my jaw would hurt :P) Most of all, you make me happy.

You make me feel something. Something warm, and safe; something comfortable, and secure – in being loved and in love with you. You make me feel indescribably beautiful. Love, my moments spent with you are truly amazing.

At last, Ill wrap this up by telling you – I will love you as long as I live. With all of my heart, my soul, my everything; always.

I love you, Don Henning. Happy Birthday ♥

© Abbie Lyann Joseph Leong

p.s., sorry i woke you up x)
xoxo

They're so pretty, i must have them!

2010-01-27T22:00:00.003+08:00

Listening to :
Everything You Want by Vertical Horizon

can someone pls buy these for me! *shows puppy face*
i would buy em' myself, trust me, i would. but im currently out of cash. grrr.

pretty right?

i want this so terribly! it'll match my tinker bell earrings.
look, it has stars too! *wtf?*

just click on this link here, Twinkle Collection to purchase.

oh please, pretty please.

countdown : 12 more days!
xoxo

Youre my one distance star, shinning bright for me.

2010-01-21T23:30:00.001+08:00

Listening to :

Victim by Eighteen Visions

20th January 2010

Like an apple on a tree
Hiding out behind the leaves
I was difficult to reach
But you picked me

Like a shell upon a beach
Just another pretty piece
I was difficult to see
But you picked me

Yeah, you picked me

I Love You, Don Henning.

xoxo

Things are gonna be different this year, ill make it be.

2010-01-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
Slow Me Down by Emmy Rossum

guess what i have! hehee.

thanks for the pressies :)

countdown : 19 more days!
xoxo

I'll break your heart

2010-01-20T10:20:00.002+08:00

Listening to :
Heart-Shaped Glasses (When the Heart Guides the Hand) by Marilyn Manson

Thoughts being filled and I can't stand it
You're in my head, and I need you out.
I can't go on like this forever.
It makes me want to scream and shout.

im hating the way i feel bout you,
im hating that you turned out to be someone you said youre not.
hunney, im gonna smile and laugh with you
and youre gonna love me.

and once i have you under control,
ill break your heart.
just so youll know how it feels like.

revenge is sweet.

xoxo

You're a part of me that i dont wanna see..

2010-01-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

Listening to :
Forget It by Breaking Benjamin

it's all coming back again; he's back.

xoxo

Exam results, semester 1.

2010-01-14T20:40:00.002+08:00

Listening to :
Every You, Every Me by Placebo

so yeah, exam results for the 1st semester intake 07/08 came out today. and i managed to get..

Communication English, B+
Advertising Principles, C+
Computer Graphics, C+
Creative Thinking, B
Mass Communication, C+
Presentation Skills, C+

i could have done better.
i thought i would be getting an A for Communication English and at least a B for Computer Graphics, but oh wells.
ill do better the next time :)

xoxo

If it wasnt for you, i'd never be who i am.

2010-01-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

Listening to :

Salt In Our Wounds by HIM

why is he there and not here?
why am i here and not there?
why now and not then? why now and not later?

xoxo

Birthday presents i'd like to have

2010-01-08T00:20:00.003+08:00

Listening to :

Where The Lines Overlap by Paramore

[edited:20/1/10]

im gonna be 8teen in a months' time (boo..), and there's nothing i can do to stay 7teen forever.
so wtv, here are the 18 things i'd like to receive from anyone of you :P

birthday cake :)

im itching over biker jackets! it's so me! hahaha

more hoodies, pls :)

mini dress

i need a handbag! the one im currently using, broke D:

ill go all soft over daisies (;

sunglasses

Olympus PEN E-P1 :D :D :D

Flowerbomb by Viktor and Rolf. i would die for this!

dont ask, but i wanna have this (;

I need a new one D: my wallet broke too.

soft toys

PURPLE helium balloons (;

lollipops, candies, or chocolate.

Baskin Robbins' or Häagen-Dazs' ice cream!

Accessories.
be it whichever - earrings, necklace, bracelet, or funky cool belly ring like the scorpion below :P

cupcakes! yumms :)

birthday card, with a personal note (;

pick one :)

xoxo

A new start!

2010-01-06T02:35:00.003+08:00

Listening to :
Help, I'm Alive by Metric

today, im gonna clean my room :)

*gasps*

i know, unbelievable right?!
well, keep this a secret will ya? (;

UPDATE: i didnt manage to clean my room.

p.s., i need a break from everything
xoxo

What i would love to have this year

2010-01-05T17:45:00.002+08:00

Listening to :

First Time by Lifehouse

Flowerbomb, by Viktor and Rolf

ive been searching high up, down below, left to right, and it seems impossible to find this baby. unless, youre talking ebay, meh.
this would definitely be the perfect birthday present! (;

Apple In-Ear Headphones

argh, spare me all the difficult times buying, and buying other stupid headphones.

Olympus E-P1/2

ive been interested in this olympus pen since last year. although it seems impossible for me to buy one, but theres no harm in wishing and hoping that one day it'll be mine :)

p.s., i need a break from everything, 111 more days.

xoxo

I will love you Monday

2010-01-04T03:50:00.001+08:00

by Aura Dione

Aura Dione - I Will Love You Monday.mp3

Found at: http://www.filestube.com

Dum dee dudedum da
dum dum de de dudedum ah
dum dee dudedum da
dum dum de de dudedum ah
Dum dee dudedum da
dum dum de de dudedum ah
dum dee dudedum da
dum dum de de dudedum

I will love you monday
and you will hurt me tuesday
I will kill you thursday
if you don't stop me wednesday
forgive you on a friday
reunion on a saturday
forgotten all on sunday

365 days of a year
running around, running around
and going nowhere
365 days and nights
365 tries to make it right

Dum dee dudedum da
dum dum de de dudedum ah
dum dee dudedum da
dum dum de de dudedum ah
Dum dee dudedum da
dum dum de de dudedum ah
dum dee dudedum da
dum dum de de dudedum

I will love you monday
and you will hurt me tuesday
I will kill you thursday
if you don't stop me wednesday
forgive you on a friday
reunion on a saturday
so I can love you monday

I will love you monday
and you will hurt me tuesday
I will kill you thursday
if you don't stop me wednesday
forgive you on a friday
reunion on a saturday
forgotten all on sunday

365 days of a year
running around, running around
and going nowhere
365 days and nights
365 tries to make it right

365 days of a year
running around, running around
and going nowhere
365 days and nights
365 tries to make it right
tries to make it right

I will love you monday
and you will hurt me tuesday
I will love you monday
and I will kill you thursday
forgive you on a friday
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
friday

365 days of a year
running around, running around
and going nowhere
365 days and nights
365 tries to make it right

Dum dee dudedum da

xoxo

2010's resolutions

2010-01-01T02:10:00.003+08:00

Listening to :

Broken Wings by Flyleaf

oh boy, time indeed passes by fast, its now the year 2010!

so, i was once again asked to write a resolution. and this time, im gonna make sure my list of resolutions wont be left out, or failed to do so - just like last year's.

i cant possibly say ill spend less on money, cause i know i spend more each year >< or even stay out of trouble.
cause, once again, trouble finds me. so, wtv, im gonna list down 3 things for this year.

* get a job
* improve my studies
* 365 hugs

haha, okay, so i do have one unwritten resolution i'd like to keep, but it's secret
(;

xoxo

Goodbye 2009. Hello 2010! (;

2010-01-01T00:05:00.003+08:00

Listening to :
Picture of the Moon by Aura Dione

All that i wished for was a starry white blanket to embrace me in the morning.
All that i wanted was for someone to tuck me in with a shivering kiss that gave frostbite to my cheek.
My desire was to fall into a sleep that brought me to morning, in which i was suddenly, to my surprise, covered with a quilt of frozen tears.
Tears of joy, tears of sorrow; all tears that completed memories.
I could only hope that tomorrow would bring a shower of snowflakes to awaken me from the old, and present me with the new.
I only hope that for New Years, i will be sprinkled with the lasting feeling that a white winter brings to me; the feeling of being simply myself.

I wish everyone the best, and is having an amazing time for the start of year 2010 :)

xoxo

Make a wish, my new year's resolution.

2010-01-01T00:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
All Hail The Heartbreaker by The Spill Canvas

It's New year's eve, the last day of a painful year.
The last day of these 12 months that brought me no cheer.
The last 52 weeks that makes up my fear.
The last 365 days makes me wanna disappear.

1 year of pain, 52 weeks of blame.
365 days of a scary mind game.

So close to giving up, i cant believe i made it this far;
hurting with my every cut and every scar.

Watching the world fall down around me,
and a cage around me not letting me free.
My every hope gets washed into the sea,
and everything crashes my every dream.

The last night of this year,
ill count down the minutes with my beer;
as death keeps his whisper in my ear.

FIVE, FOUR, THREE, TWO, ONE.
My whole year is done.

Make a wish, my new year's resolution.
So it can be my new solution.

Ill do this one thing,
that i can fly with my broken wing.

That i wont be alone, that i wont unknown.

But, one thing i cant not do,
is cut my skin for you.

This is my New Year's Resolution, the one thing ill keep - that ill try so hard to not end my life with a gash to deep.

xoxo

2012

2009-12-20T23:55:00.010+08:00

Listening to :
Boys And Girls by Pixie Lott

so, our semester break has started and when i return to college again, ill be introduced to another group of mates. meanwhile, thinking bout this. im really, seriously, completely, gonna miss my 1st sem classmates!

Aeries

i treat her like a sister :) always getting me worried, but i know she's always strong.

Ashley

first girl i talked to during our july intake, and im glad i did :)

Azrin

crazy dude, who's driving skills is worse than mine :P

Chee Ho

'Self praise is no praise'
same birth date, got quite a few in common. e.g., taste in music ;)
i cant wait to celebrate our birthday!

Chi Mei

this girl is really good in computer graphic, something im not good in :P

Chong Kit

the first guy i talked to during our july intake. up until now, i still love bullying him ;)

Danial

you have no idea how happy i was to find a white guy in our class :P hahahahahaha
always caring, and thoughtful.
btw, you/me still owe each other a yumcha session. heh

Dustin

we love to dance! ;) thats something, yo. plus, we're atheist buddies.

Eddy

The red head. need i say more? :P

Lai Yee

i gotta admit, i was afraid when she forcefully told me to swallow a sushi whole, ahahha.

Feline

purple's her favourite colour too! :D

Harison

im sorry, but you deserve an extra picture of yourself. hahhahaha

Ian

silly, yet fun.
someone who isnt shy to shout 'penis' (hint: 500 Days of Summer) numerous times at my neighborhood's park.
besides that, i enjoyed watching 50 First Dates with him :)

lousy boyfriend :P

John Reuben

i always wanted to pinch his cheeks, but never got the chance too. lol

Jules

always there - to witness my embarrassing, silliest, craziest, stupid, sad and happy moments :)
someone who knows my deepest, darkest secrets ;)

besides that, i enjoy teasing him and telling him cheesy lines.

P.S., dear me, he knows where im most tickled.

Kanages

im sure i wasnt shocked when i found out she speaks mandarin. damn, i suck :P
(gotta brush up on my mandarin)

Madeline

the shy, curious, and helpful :)

Marcus

silly boy, always worrying that ill beat him in class presentations :P hahahahah

Michael

somehow, he's the only one im pleased to receive complements from :)

Nicol

tiny, but scary :P i thought i was good at debating, but i was wrong :D

Rachel

i like her hugs, pretty smiles :)
thanks so much for helping me when i fell sick.

Roy

im really glad we hit on a good start. someone i grew close to and eventually, became my brother :)

always there to give harsh, honest opinions or advices.
and silly faces to me laugh :)

Teri

my one and only darling! hehehehehe.

Tony

he has given me an image, well, images - that ill never, ever forget.
dont judge him, cause he's more than meets the eyes :)

Yvonne

always smiling. thanks so much for lending me your jacket. lol

i didnt write much, cause by heart, you know there's more. thanks so much for all the wonderful times youve given me.

always a team :)

memorable birthday surprises.

games, assignment, presentations.

heart-felt moments

thank you for everything and so much more.

xoxo

Rain down on me

2009-12-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

Listening to :
Rain down on me by Kane

please, stop hurting me.

xoxo

I hate myself

2009-12-17T00:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Our Diabolika Rapture by HIM

I hate myself and want to die
I question life, and I ask why?
This falsehood always makes me cry
How can existence be a lie?

I travel through the maze of life
Through the bleeding, and the strife
Along with me, I bring a knife
Incase I need to end my life

Or, perhaps if it need be,
The knife could find a use with me.
I can draw two pretty lines,
Two pretty lines, that look like vines,
As I remember the good times.

Now I can feel from up high,
Drops of water, from the sky.
As I look up, I see the rain,
The rain to wash away my pain.

From sad lines, or rather vines,
Comes rushing, gushing, deep red blood,
The blood that ends up in the mud.
Whilst my sorrows wash away,
I realize its my last day.

As my vision narrows in,
I ask myself, is this a sin?
A puddle, growing by my feet,
Soon my heart will cease to beat.

My balance failing, vision ailing,
Now I spear the spirits wailing.
Down I fall, beside the wall,
And I slouch again and crawl,

Now i feel death creeping in,
A place before i've never been.
I then cry, blindly ask why?
I hate myself and want to die.

xoxo

Love once inside my heart, now lay in your hands.

2009-12-07T22:10:00.009+08:00

Listening to :
Hella Good by No Doubt

it's the way he brightens up my gloomy days, it's the way he makes me smile;
the way he makes me happy.

it's the way he smiles, the way he laughs;
it's also the way he frowns.

it's the way he eats, it's the way he drinks
- it's the way he's always hungry!

it's the way he yawns, it's the way he sleeps.

it's the way he talks, it's the way he whispers.

it's the way he blows kisses my way,
it's the way he expects em' back, too.

it's the way he kisses my forehead,
it's the way he bites my lips.

it's the way he touches me,
it's the way he makes me feel safe and warm.

it's the promises he keeps,
it's the dreams he makes come true.

it's the way he cares, the way he misses,
it's the way he loves me, too.

it's the way you make me feel, it's the way i fall in love with you.

© Abbie Lyann Joseph Leong

xoxo

I like you - but, not entirely.

2009-12-01T05:30:00.002+08:00

Listening to ;
Listen To Your Heart by DHT

i like you, alot.
but i dont

hey, i really like you.
thanksyou

i actually really like you.
you look nice today

i like you, we should get together.
ill break your heart

i like you, like more than a friend.
cool, cause i consider you as my best friend

i like you, really.
no thanks

i like you
i love you too

xoxo

iloveyou

2009-11-28T02:45:00.001+08:00

Listening to ;

Carter 2 U by Destiny's Child

No matter how long the time and how far the distance,
i will never lose hope but always believes in the promise of our love because darling, i am truly in love with you.

xoxo

I'll wait, for how ever long it takes..

2009-11-24T00:25:00.003+08:00

Listening to :
Snake Devil by Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Even if my body breaks, even if my heart is torn,
The promise to protect you,
that promise will eternally be the same.
Nothing can stop me from loving you.

The reason why I breathe is you,
The reason why I sing is you,
The reason why I live on is you,
Years will come and years will go.

Nothing can stop me from loving you.
The reason why I run is you,
The reason why I dance is you,
The reason why I live on is you.

xoxo

I want to stop breathing..

2009-11-11T02:00:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
CrushCrushCrush by Paramore

Tears of fear streaming
Words of sorrow screaming
Emotions live on killing
What's the point in believing?

Life has no meaning
Dreams are only teasing
I cant take all the deceiving
I want to stop breathing

There's no point in living
I start crying
I try praying
Again, nobody's listening

Now im looking
For a way out of thinking
Please stop me from breathing
Im no longer believing

Im remembering
How no one was listening
Tear of fear and sorrow streaming
Emotions screaming
Words and thought killing
What's the point in believing?

I want to stop breathing

written by K.D. Darling
xoxo

And when im hurting..

2009-11-11T01:50:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Turn It Off by Paramore

It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.

It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
It's easier for me to distance myself, than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.
It's easier for me to die, than it is for me to face life's challenges.
It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.
It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.
It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.

If only you'd really look at me and see who I am.
If only you cared enough to reach out when I push you away.
If only you'd hold me, without asking why.
If only you'd acknowledge the validity of my feelings.

But it's the easy roads that are most often taken.
And so I hurt alone.

written by Jo A. Witt

xoxo

Take me away, to a sweet escape..

2009-11-05T05:35:00.000+08:00

Listening to :
Endless Sacrifice by Dream Theater

i said im fine, but really, im not.
i wish i could fly away - just like a butterfly..

xoxo

My sweet 666

2009-10-26T00:34:00.001+08:00

Listening to :
Tik Tok by KE$HA

people are saying that my drawing is scary. is it really? D:
i think its pretty comforting looking at those faces, ~~but i do think my ugly face is scary~~. wtf, aha.

xoxo

Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back.

2009-10-25T20:50:00.002+08:00

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my glasses on, Im out the door - Im gonna hit this city (Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
Cause when I leave for the night, I aint coming back
Im talking - pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-toping, playing our favorite cds
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

[CHORUS]
Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Aint got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Aint got no money in my pocket, but Im already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
Im talking about - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys trying to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us -

Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

Dont stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the click
But the party dont stop
Woah-oh oh oh
Woah-oh oh oh

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You gotta that sound
Yea, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Get your hands up
Put your hands up
No, the party dont stop until I walk in

xoxo